I am waiting

But waiting won’t get me anything

You’re out there somewhere I can feel but not see

However the actions to take to find you are lost to me

My heart aches with loneliness

And my mind is spinning out of control

Please tell me what to do

Show me how to search for you

All the words I’ve written fall on blind eyes

No one seems to be moved by my heart put on a page

If only my pleas could reach you somehow

But how do I get them to you when I know not who you are right now

All the pretenders should just walk away

Because I know my heart is taken, it belongs to you

I may not know your face

But your love I feel across time and space

The time for waiting is over, its action I must take now

I don’t know what to do, but I can’t risk waiting and losing your love

So I hope my written words reach you

Because writing of my love for you is all I know how to do.

And life is like this

You fall, you crawl, and you get pushed around

Battered, and bruised, till you’re empty and used

Till you feel like you can’t take anymore

Then you look around see your not alone

With every hit you took, every time you where down

Someone was at your side, to help you get through

You see no one goes through life alone

Now here is where I thank you all

Everyone who’s ever had my back

Those of you who took a fall so I didn’t have to

The ones who picked me back up when I couldn’t do it myself

Thank you all

For believing I’m worth your effort

Thank you

For showing me I’ll never be unloved.

Ten years ago today our lives slamed to a halt

And we all watched as the world around us fell apart

Some of us cried, and others screamed

But all of us felt a pain great indeed

Ten years ago today, our countrymen died

And all we could do was watch Tragedy as time went by

Heros rushed in to save the day

But so many where lost in the chaos and the fray

Ten years ago today, a catastrophe occurred

Our entire world was brought down by a ruthless saboteur

But as time went by our wounds began to heal

Replacing it an anger to great to be real

Ten years have passed and here we all are

Strong and healing, even if we do have a scar

Still angery and sad that so many are gone

But remember forever in our memories they shall live on.

My way with words could never stop the pain

And even if I tried I know it would be in vain

But I hope my words could sooth

Wishing being here for you can help you through

I can’t pretend to know what trials you face

But I can say in a moment I would take your place

So you wouldn’t have to feel the hurt

To spare you this experience all my strength I would exert

Never once did I wish this

Even when our friendship I dismissed

Hoping I can be there for you when you call

To catch you when you fall

My hand I’m holding out and never again will it be gone

And my shoulder is here, incase you ever need it to lean on

Now that we’ve grown

I can fully promise I’ll never again leave you alone

When you need me I’ll be at your side

In our friendship you’ll be able to find pride

Know that even with millions of miles between us two

Forever we’ll be best friends forever me and you

I’m sorry for all the wrong I’ve done

And I hope you know this time I won’t run

Hoping your forgiveness I rate

Because I’m hoping for saving our friendship its not to late.

I’m on the edge of oblivion

And you are the reason why

I’m balancing on the brink of falling

So don’t breath, don’t sigh

You come closer and I step off the edge

Free falling and letting everything go

I have to leave it all behind now

Have to go and find out all that I don’t know

But I can’t do this with you at my side

So as I fall I’ll lift my hand and wave goodbye

I’ll be okay because losing you doesn’t make me alone

The ones that love me will help me learn to fly

Twirling in the air as I fall

I spread my wings and take flight

The world crashed around me, but its building back up

I know that even if its hard it will be alright